05/13/2004 - 1:01 a.m.

*This entry is just for you my love, just like I promised. I hope you like it as much as I enjoyed writing it for you. I love you babe.*

I am lying here in bed thinking about you. Wondering what you're doing and wondering if you're thinking about me as well, and if you are I wonder what you are thinking about as you think about me. Is it the same things I am? How will I know? Sighing softly to myself I roll over and continue daydreaming.

I look up from my book to watch you as you are sitting at the desk reading the latest Anti-Bush website that you've found. I love the way you blow the stray strand of hair out of your eyes as your brow furrows in concentration. I walk up quietly behind you and start to rub your shoulders as you read. I feel your body stiffen then relax as my hands brush against the material of your shirt. My fingers knead the tightness in your shoulders and back. I know that there is a better way to do this and I reach under your shirt. You shiver involuntarily as my fingers brush against the bare skin of your body.

Pulling away, I remove my blouse. Unbeknownst to you I am not wearing anything underneath said blouse. I lift up the back of your shirt and lean against you, my breasts pressing into your back as I reach around you, my nails lightly scraching your chest. You raise your arms up to remove your own shirt and I walk around you to face you.

You grasp my hand and pull me to you in a kiss so deep that it sends electrical sensations through both our bodies. I snuggle up against you, burying my head into your shoulder as I begin to nibble at your neck and earlobe. You groan and hold my head so I can continue to lick at suck at your neck, leaving small red marks as a sign that I've been there. I pull away and you give me a wink as I stand up. Smiling at you, I know what you're about to ask before you even say a word. Taking your hand in mine, I pull you to your feet. Reaching for your zipper I slide it down and quickly unbutton your jeans. Biting my lower lip in anticipation, I slide the jeans down over your hips. Holding on to my shoulder, you step out of them as well as your underwear. I smile as I realize that you are already excited. Pushing your chair to the center of the room, I motion for you to sit down. Getting down on my knees I take a moment to admire your hardness. Then, giving you a tiny wink, I lick up and down with hard even strokes before bringing my lips up to the head and encircling it with my lips. I hear you groan in pleasure as my tongue begins to circle around your full swollen head. Moving my head up and down I take the entire length of the shaft into my mouth, my tongue still licking you, tasting you...mmm...(I may need to go play with bob after this!) Humming softly as I continue to suck your ever hardening cock, I feel your hand behind my neck as my mouth continues to move up and down. Feeling you about to cum I pull away. I can tell that you're getting worried that I'm going to leave you in this predicatament. But I shake my head to let you know that this is only the beginning. I want you to know that I love you and that there is more to come, no pun intended. I want to give you all of me, for this, is the first time.

I feel myself growing moist inside my panties and as I stand up I grasp your hand and raise my skirt so that you can feel too. I feel a finger slip inside me and I cry out softly. Not in pain, but in pleasure. As your finger moves deftly in and out of me I feel your thumb brushing across my clit, bringing me to the brink and then stopping. Gasping for breath, I pull you to your feet.

Wrapping our arms around each other our lips meet for another kiss. A soft kiss which quickly becomes more desperate. Slowly we pull each other down to the floor.

Once we reach the floor, we're still in our embrace, kissing. I lean back, pulling you with me until your body is on mine. Spreading my legs slighly I feel you push against me. We look into each others eyes and I see you nod. We know that this is right. I smile and nod at you, bringing my lips to yours once again as I feel you enter me for the first time. Both of us cry out and tears fill our eyes as this is the moment that we've both been waiting for for so long.

As you thrust into me, you feel my legs wrap around you, at this moment, there is only you, only me and nothing else matters. Your thrusts become deeper and harder, more intense and my nails dig into your back as I feel myself begin to peak into orgasm. Kissing my lips once again, I feel your tongue slip into my mouth to taste me this time. Breaking the kiss, I feel that familiar wave of pleasure wash over me as I cry out your name. My orgasm continues as I feel your body tense and you scream aloud. Both of us are panting and gasping for breath as we kiss once more and rise to go to bed to continue...

...Sighing I roll over in bed again, knowing that this is not what you could be thinking of right now. I doubt that you ever think like this. So once again, I sleep alone because you're not here. Brushing a tear from my eyes I fall once again into a fitful sleep.

Thrill Me - Chill Me